Tuesday, December 4, 2007

Well, so much for all my big talk about 07 being the best year ever! We lost our house in foreclosure and I took a job in FL. I know in my past blogs I said that was what we wanted to do but now I'm not so sure. I really hate the computer field but right now it's helping with the family income. Grandpa came to live with us and misses having his own house. We seem more broke than ever. Got behind on a lot of bills and you know what happens then - the monthly payments go sky high. So I started doing Pampered Chef again to make extra money to use for getting out of debt. I won't say this will be the year we get out of debt but I'm going to go slow and steady and just do the best I can. Hubby finally got a job. Doesn't pay much but it helps. He has an interview in two weeks for a different job with better pay and benefits so we'll see how that goes. I miss my real estate business so much and wish that I could find a way to do it again. Right now I can't afford to get my license in FL until we get our bills straightened out. I guess that time will tell and we'll get straightened out eventually. Until then I feel trapped by my life again as if there is a noose around my neck dragging me down. I'm trying to workout as often as I can and it helps a lot with the depression. I feel sometimes like I could just go lay in the bed and sleep for hours and not care what is going on around me. But that is not a good attitude so I get up and go to work just to pay the bill collectors. It will all get done sooner or later though - we just have to keep plugging away.